As usual, the long delays in between each post is back because I’m plain lazy to update the world everything I do.

Anyway, a big, warm, wet hug and THANK YOU to people who made it to Phuture to party out my birthday with me. It’s good to see you guys get really wasted, lying and screaming around. Thank you for all the small, medium, big gifts from Val, Ivy, Geraldine, Chloe, Isaac, Mummy, Dahneila Yeoh and if I missed out anyone, it must be that your gift is way below the small category. HAHA just kidding.

I’ll be serving my National service in less than a month time, and I’m still frantically seeking and looking out for gig’s as my last performance before I get bald which will eventually link down to me, who is so image conscious most of the time, not wanting to perform in a gig with my shiny and bald head. Euphemia have not got back to me yet about the possible gig details that she have in her hand, Ivy is missing in action and I’m a little confused about the plans which are lined up. But the guys have made a unison agreement that we’ll get down to record some demo’s by the end of next month, but whatever it is, it’s best done before my enlistment date.

Pay day is on the 3rd of the next month. Hooray!

It’s been months since you’ve been gone,
Nonetheless, it’s still hard to get on.
Rest in peace my beautiful one.

Okay, I know it’s surprising that I am blogging again, less than one week after my last entry. (for those who read up often, they know the duration in between each entry spans out at least 1 month or 2 HAHA) Ok, not surprisingly Italy won, not surprisingly Materazzi got a nice gift from Zidane bald egg shaped head and surprisingly, I didn’t lay a single bet in this world cup! I’m good. Haha.

I’m currently at work and it seems that Federal Express pays me $1500 a month to just sit in the office and blog, that’s rad. So I assume today is going to be a bad day because the P-Scan system which we use to encode shipments is down, there is no manual tracker in the office yet and lastly, I’m alone and I will have to potentially write down 300 packages manually on a piece of paper. Great. But seriously, I’m very tired of working, especially when its at Paya Lebar, like 18 Mrt stops away from my house which is in Sembawang, and most of the time, I have to do a ala Sir Stamford Raffles all the way to Paya Lebar. And unfortunately, I’m charged the same fares as adult, so everyday, Transport, Taxi Fare, Food, Misc will make me poorer by at least 30 to 40 buckeroos. I need to unleash my ultimate Shakesphere play acting to my mum and see if she’ll ask me not to work, and continue giving me allowance like the good old secondary school days. HAHA, God I suck.

Jamming practice will be this evening with the guys in preparation for the Gig at RG which is on the 19th and we’re still under prepared and most of the guys are hoping to do a re-enactment of SAC where we’re under prepared, but we still rocked out anyway. But however, I think we’ll probably make a fool of ourselves this time because we’re alloted a whopping 2 hours for the gig. Which means we will have to play up to 10 songs. Thats roadrunner standard. Very rad. And I contemplated that I will probably sound like George Clooney after singing for 2 hours, Jonathan will look like Kurt cobian, Jeremy will have warts up his ass, Adeline will have deformed fingers and Cyn will probably head back to Hong Kong. HAHA. Anyway, I hope this gig will be good. For those who would like to come for this concert, please, please, drop me a message on my msn, I’ll gladly pass you the details.

So Cynthia’s birthday is this 15th, we’ll probably be clubbing but she hasn’t gave me a single detail, and so I’ll probably say ‘fuck, okay’ if she were to tell me last minute, or she’ll probably switch on her web cam and show me how mini is wanking with a piece of hamster food. HAHA, and! Most importantly, the date, on anyone’s calender really, the most important thing, which falls on the 21st. MY BIRTHDAY. Ok stupid, period. Most probably I will STILL spend it clubbing with the guys so anyone, again, who is interested, drop me a message on my msn. The more the better. Most probably it’ll be at Zouk/Phuture, and most probably we’ll once again, see Roy’s amazing ability to down a Graveyard within 5 seconds, we’ll see Desmond trying to get fresh of every single girl on the dance floor and we’ll see Kelvin doing a Shakira. HAHA.

Okay I’m done here, it’s lunch time.

Okay, So I think I’ve just wasted my time staying up watching a draw game between Portugal and Germany in a battle for the 3rd and 4th placing. Although its only half time but I think I’ll check in for the night after this entry.

Ok for those who is interested in what happened during the gig, do yourself a favour click here and listen to the 4th song named Live forever. Guess I dont have to say much but I sure do enjoyed myself.

Headed down to Zouk and Phuture yesterday thanks to the tickets from Ivy (thank you so much!) with the guys and I think this is one of the rare few night out where I totally got myself pissed drunk and crazy on the dance floor. Didn’t know much of what I was doing until Roy told me the following morning that I danced like a whore, snubbed my cigarette at Desmond neck, Cam Whore-ed with Kelvin on the dance floor and it’s all credit to 1 Graveyard and 1 Flaming Lambourghini. Of course, the aftermath wasn’t what I expected, I had to wobble my drag myself home, and puked all around and in the lift. And if that wasnt enough, I was greeted by a stiff neck when I woke up the following morning and a cramp on my right shoulder which lasted until now and it twitches each and everytime when I try to scratch my armpit. (HAHA) But still, it was good music and clean fun all night.

Working life is so far so good, with a ratio of 4 late reports in for work. Thanks to all these world cup hypes and late nights. So its Sunday now, and I think it’ll be the same old thing. Going to my Uncle house to have lunch with him, then I’ll probably muse there for a little while then head home or something. OH OH by the way, my birthday is coming. 21st of this month and I’ll be probably organising a night out at some clubs. So if I happen to approach you, please DO make it because you’re the priviledge one. (yeah right HAHA)

Here I come, comfy bedding.

Its when I read those entries that I know, the hard way, like being hit by something hard in the head that I have actually caused that much hurt and much demoralisation to one of my very close friend that I came to know out of nothing which turned out to be a strong one, with mutual understanding, its at times I didnt have to say anything and she will know what I am thinking.

I have read your entry and I know how frustrating it is for you, and how confused I am right now. I am so sorry it came so abruptly. Its a huge loss for me, and I remembered how we used to chat and dreamt about performing on the same stage with each other. Its a huge loss for me believe it. Once again, I’m deeply and sincerely apologetic and I still hope we’ll be very very good friend. I believe on day we’ll be on the same stage again. Im sorry cyn.

Huge kudos to Adeline, who came over and rocked out with the band this evening and despite having just 2 days left to learn the songs, she breezed through. Nice one guys, just 2 more days away. Hang on and late nights will be over soon. And anyway, there’ll be a slight alteration to the song setlist which we’ll be playing. Anyway here it goes:

1. Red Hot Chili Peppers - Otherside
2. Coldplay - The Scientist
3. Creed - My Sacrifice
4. Green Day - Boulevard of Broken Dreams
5. Oasis - Wonderwall
           - Live Forever

Thats it for now.

After much anxiety and that long long wait, we finally got pass the audition and into the gig. But according to Cherie, who is one of the organising member for the performance, the school is struggling with equipment issues like no microphones, sucky sound system and most importantly, a lack of a amplifier for guitar. Nice… By the way, if anyone of you happen to be interested, My band and I will be playing out at St Anthony Cannosian Secondary school this coming 25th May, do drop by but try your best to crash down the school gate cause I doubt they’ll let anyone in who isnt wearing a sailormoon blue uniform (in referance to the SAC uniform HAHA)

After much discussion, we sorted out a few last minute tracks which are pretty boring, but hopefully, enough for us to scrape through. Here it goes:

• Green Day - Boulevard of Broken Dreams
• Oasis - Wonderwall
          - Don’t look back in anger
          - Live forever
• Creed - My Sacrifice
• Coldplay - The Scientist
• Goo Goo dolls - Iris

Yes, I know, they sound pretty routine but this is the best I could come up with given the time I was granted as allowance. I will be surprised if I didnt made a fool of myself that day.

Oh, by the way, one of my band mate, Jonathan found out the right way to laugh properly. It goes ‘Hahax hahax’. This is how you will pronouce it, ‘Ha-harks, ha-harks’. Random this is so random.